Making A Tapestry

I popped an old praise & worship into my car stereo over the weekend; an album I haven't listened to in quite some time. Glenn Kaiser's work, All My Days.

I don't know about you, but yesterday definitely felt like a Monday... and so did Friday, for that matter.

And Glenn's song, Tapestry kept playing in my mind.

The things we do and say; and hope that we would be able to do and say as well as the regrets of what we do and say... we take the positive as much as the negative, in hopes that we will find a balance in our lives. Even if and more often when, things don't make sense. Whether it be why something has happened, or the way something has happened. It's entirely my fault, or your fault or circumstances beyond anyone's control... there's no explanation for it and you couldn't even come up with one if pressed into a corner!

Yet, it's times like these that Glenn's words offer some comfort.

https://glennkaiser.bandcamp.com/track/tapestry

"Make my life, a tapestry" in which your will is done; to use us as You see fit.

Yet, when things go wrong, our first thought is not one of peace, but of panic. Our immediate response is not trust that God does indeed work ALL things out for His glory, but worry about how this will work to our detriment.

Don't leave me hanging... your heart and mind work the same way, some days.
Don't leave your pastor in the dark, either. They probably have days were they feel they are the only struggling to remember what God is creating in and through their life and ministry just as often.

On this #associatePastorTuesday, pray those pastors, who while they have no problem encouraging others that God is at work in their lives, may still encounter times in their own lives where it is hard to trust God's bigger picture. Pray God would bring them into a new place of peace and rest; that they would neither be discouraged, nor overwhelmed. May anxiety and frustration not take up residence, but that they would recognize any and all attacks against their emotional and spiritual state of being. Pray a continual, quiet confidence in the tapestry that God is weaving, even with the situations where we are at fault and the circumstances over which we do have some element of control.

For God's beautiful creation
Doesn't rely upon our perfection.
But we are made perfect
Through His righteousness.
He is at work, to accomplish His purposes
For His glory.

- PNC