I think many Christians find themselves at times, questioning their faith.

No matter how long one has been a Christian, no matter how long they have been a part of a local church body, no matter how many services they have attended or outreaches or church-related events... 

Moments arise in life, in difficult circumstances and in our reponses to it all that make us pause and reflect... can this be reality in light of my faith and how do they impact and affect each other?

As the mental train continued, the speakers in my head started playing Petra. The updated version, from the Back To The Rock album is perhaps my favorite of the two, but I heard the lyrics to the song, Bema Seat.

When our labor all retire // There will be a trial by fire 
Will your treasure pass the test // Or will it burn up with the rest 
You may build upon a sure foundation // With your building in dilapidation 
When it all comes down to rubble // Will it be wood, hay, or stubble 
Or precious stones, gold and silver- // Are you really sure? 

[And we all will stand at the Bema Seat // All will be revealed - it will be complete 
Will there be reward in the fiery heat  // When we see our lives at the Bema Seat ]

Every talent will be sure counted // Every word will have to be accounted 
Not a story will be left untold // We will stand watch the truth unfold 
Every score - will be evened - nothing to defend 

Every building will be shaken // Every motive will be tried 
He'll give reward to the faithful // Will you receive or be denied?

If the everyday Christian struggles with the solidity of their faith, feeling as though life and it's hassles and concerns are dominating their perspective rather than their relationship with Christ setting the pace, how much greater the struggle for those in ministry!

Pastors, we expect have a strong faith and a great personal relationship with Jesus Christ. We assume, at least... which is why burnout always seems as a surprise. Yet, for deacons... admins... staff...

Frustrations about whether their conversations and decisions are making a difference, showing up for work trying to figure out how they can just get through the day, forgetting that ministry is for making an impact for the cause of Christ rather than the cause for our own agenda. Just because it's disconcerting to think about ministry in this light doesn't mean that there aren't people in ministry who have or are living this reality.

​Life is crowding out their faith, rather than faith directing their lives.

Pray, this #deaconThursday, that God would come quickly, to the aide of those struggling in ministry while living out a true and genuine faith in Christ. For whatever questions and concerns and doubts that may be rising and occuring in their heart and mind, pray that God would bring peace to their spirit. Pray God would bring about a divine appointment, whereby they may confide and converse their struggle. May God perform the miraculous where there are legititmate areas in life that God desires to do a great work and bring His glorious light to areas where our faith has perhaps faltered. Pray the reassurance of the Holy Spirit would bring comfort as those in difficult places are reminded that the enemy of our souls is a defeated foe.

- PNC
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I should have known it was going to be an interesting conversation

When someone says, "I have two questions to ask you, and if you don't know the answers, that's ok", you know it's time to reach for your thinking cap and prepare yourself. He then proceeded to ask to the questions, after which, he again reiterated... if you don't have answers right now, it's ok. But I have an answer to both, if you want to hear them.

Well, now my curiousity is piqued, so yes... what do you have?

Needless to say, I wasn't prepared for that conversation; thinking cap on or not.

Of course, after it was all said and done, like any time one is presented with information, you are now faced with a decision to make; a response to give and potential changes to enact. Yet, as I continued to reflect on this conversation, I couldn't help but consider as we pray for deacon and church administrators, the decisions they face on a daily basis.

I don't claim to know everything (although I know I sadly, probably come across that way to some people at times), but I do know that many gurus and experts will tell you that the progessive downhill slope of people's influence as leaders and authority figures begins when they start limiting their receptiveness to new information, ideas, perspectives and solutions to problems.

Sure, leadership positions ultimately must make decisions, and there will always be a percentage who won't care and who won't agree, but when you begin to not want to hear what others have to say, it can change how you are perceived and ultimately affect one's ability to effectively lead. Sure, there's a balance to what you take in, process and dismiss, but at the same time, stubbornness can carry with it a certain level of arrogance and immaturity... two things that cause serious detriment to the legacy of one's leadership and influence.

Thus, join with me once again, to pray this #deaconThursday, for leaders and decision-makers who have lost and are beginning to lose their ability to receive. Pray God would do the miraculous in their lives, for if we begin to close ourselves from receiving from others, it's only a matter of time before we begin to limit the desire to receive from God. Pray God would speak to their hearts and minds anew and afresh; that their hearts would remain open to hear, for one never knows who God will use to speak life, revelation and break-through into a situation or circumstnace. May their influence and authority not be diminished, but that God would do a great work, as they continue to seek the face of God and accomplish His will in their lives as they support and lead the church in which they have committed their time, treasure and talent.

Always receptive...
To the voice of God,
To the prompting of the Holy Spirit,
To the work of Jesus Christ in our lives.
For none of us have arrived;
Many opportunities await, 
For God to be glorified in our lives.

​- PNC

Nobody plans a day 3, on "life" happens to all of us. I certainly didn't.

The past couple of months leading up to December have been... draining. And not just for me. A number of close friends have had their battles over the same period of time. Hearing their stories doesn't negate the difficulty of my own. It does however bring a sesne of comfort... knowing that God is with each of us as we work through life. It doesn't make their situation better or worse by comparison, nor does it diminish the troubles of my own or anybody else, for that matter.

God knows where we all are. He knows what we all face. He has a plan and a purpose for the troubles that surround us.

In our finite minds however, we're looking short term. Trying to get the day, week or month; to the next pay cycle, through the holidays or past the big project at work. Some days you look at the bank account, and it's just getting through the night, putting kids to bed and trying to avoid thinking about anything of importance.

Like an item that reappears on my radar screen come the end of January. Seriously? It's time for this to get added to the mix. So not ready.

It doesn't matter what it is. Nor how big or significant. Budget hiccup or budget buster.
God knows and cares and He's got it handled.

Of course, you know what happens next.

Churches and ministries are in the same place. Trying to get through the end of the year, through December's activities and the special events and services that revolve around the holidays.

Who is thinking and planning logistics for how things will play out in the 12 months that follow New Year's Eve (all of 3 weeks away, give a few day). Somebody is.

And while it be difficult, as I considered the situations and circumstances they may be facing, I know nothing, even in light of this; one more responsibility that has been added on my plate.

There will always be "one more thing".

Pray, this #deaconThursday, for those in church leadership and operations that are running out of steam, as it where. For those struggling to maintain just to finish out the year, pray God would strengthen and undergird their spirits. May God accomplish the miraculous, this holiday season and be their provision and portion, no matter what difficulties and challenges they may be up against, whether in personal matters or in ministry. Pray God would help them to remain focused; let not anxiety rise up within them. May their be a quiet confidence of faith, in the sovereign workings of God; that He would accomplish His good and perfect plan as it unfolds before their eyes.

Strength, if one day at a time.
For yesterday is behind us.
Tomorros is before us.
Today is the gift we enjoy.
To live for Christ,
For the glory of God.

- PNC

I considered yesterday, the struggle recently mentioned, about pastors who are bi-vocational. What a struggle, to try to keep your home operational while ministering in a church that perhaps isn't able to sustain it's operationg budget. 

Small churches understand this pain all too well. My first "real" job, post college, struggled some months, financially. The receivables weren't there and so pay-day arrived, sometimes without a paycheck. Other times, it arrived with a disclaimer. "Don't cash this until further notice", or whatever date was 2 or 3 days out. Talk about stressful.

Having to struggle on one income is tough. Working two jobs gets old. Working three jobs is begging for exhaustion. We all do what we have to do.

But each of those is not only a balancing act in and of itself, but can throw us out of balance quite quickly. Physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally... the depletion level is rapid; although some days more noticably than others.

Having experienced such working situations myself, it didn't take more than a second to consider how much more of a challenge it would be to have multiple jobs and one of them involve being on the church staff. As the church struggles to make financial ends meet at certain times of the year, those helping to keep the doors open are suddenly scrambling themselves to make sure they stay afloat.

Of course, this leads back to the whole "making sure you have the right people on the bus" as far as organizational development. Such demands and constraints upon employees and volunteers when organizations face such levels of instability can prompt certain personalities to exit. Anyone else sensing a downward spiral?

A struggling church is as sensitive to changes in their community as a fledging start-up is to changes in their marketplace. Any given day could range from unbelievably awesome to unfathomable agony. Yet life keeps moving and so to, does the search for solutions... for the solvency of the church depends the Sovereign Hand of God moving miraculously on our behalf. For His Glory of course, but with the added benefit of keeping our sanity.

Would you join me, this #deaconThursday? Pray, of course, for pastors that are bi-vocational; but also for staff and other people and leaders within the church that are working full and part-time, as well as working other jobs and businesses in their community as a means of providing for the families and households. May God strengthen them, even this hour. Pray financial provision and break-through... for bills that are past-due, for debts that are trying to be dug out from, for needs that are on the horizon with no answer in sight. May the circumstances be opportunities for God's glory to be displayed. For the churches... may God raise them up. May God open their doors, to meet specific, tangible needs in the communities they serve. Pray God's provision, for resources, for people and opportunities for effective ministry.

May they witness the supernatural
In the midst of the struggle.
Peace, despite the surrounding storm.
In advancement of the Gospel of Christ
For the Kingdom of God.

- PNC

Truly, there is so much to be grateful for, this Thanksgiving day.

Quite simply, that we are breathing should suffice.

As I shared in special mid-week Thanksgiving service, the other night; this has been a difficult and challenging year, spotted by a number of circumstances that could have worked out to much more worse than what they did. Only be the sovereign hand of God's grace.

My incredible family. Great friends. God's provision and protection over our lives. Indeed the list is long.

Yet, once again... as I reflected on this day of gratitude the pastoral perspective, the list took a turn.

I am thankful for the 1500+ pastors, who every month this year, chose to remain in ministry.
I am thankful for the 500+ missionaries who have stayed on the mission field this year.
I am thankful for churches that, despite difficulty and troubled times have kept their doors open.

For the salvations that have occurred as a result.
For the healings.
For the restorations.
For the break-throughs.
For wisdom and revelation

As my friend shared the other night, that God had moved upon his heart, to step into areas of ministry, that made him pause and think, "I'm not the person for that position". Yet, he and many more like him, have responded and stepped out in faith and God has honored them. New friendships have been formed, people's faith have been strengthened and visitors have been welcomed and loved by the body of Christ into the presence of God.

I thank God for granting and imparting wisdom to pastors in knowing and seeking the face of God as to who should serve with them in ministry, for their church and community.

Conversely, I thank God for the body of Christ, that steps up to serve along side pastors and give countless hours, whether they be on staff or simply answer the call of God on their lives to contribute to the church in order than ministry may happen.

For those who pray.
For those who give.
For those who contribute.

Indeed, one member of the body should never look at another, and say, "I have no need of you."
We need each other. We need Christ at the top.

Thus, pray, this #deaconThursday, that God would strengthen those who come along-side, to stand and serve with pastors. May God honor their faith and their faithfulness to the church and community, as they set aside other activities and priorities, that ministry may proceed. Pray God's protection and provision over their own homes and families and they work to help and improve the lives of others. May their faith be fortified, their hearts and encouraged and their spirits revived.
Most importantly, on this Thanksgiving Day, may we be people of gratitude.

That we would know God.
That we would love others.
For we have been blessed by His Hand
We should extend ours in return.
For the glory of God and the cause of Christ.

- PNC

We all need it... some more than others (like those in denial of needing any in the first place!)

Everyone has days  were we don't need any help; then there are those days where it is blatantly obvious that you are in over your head and there is no denying the fact... "this" is beyond you.

However, knowing we need some sort of assistance and actually stepping up to the plate and asking for it are worlds apart. This is a reality for many; hence conversations that include statements such as "I can't help you until you ask me". It's not cruel or unusual... it is a necessary realization that adds depth to the experience of having received help. Certainly, it shows our frailty, our humanity and our propensity for error and inadequacies.

Conversely, it's an opportunity for understanding, for compassion, and often, an education.

Affirmation and reaffirmation of the knowledge that others care and are "in the know" in areas we might lack provide comfort that we are not lost without hope.

All the aforementioned was my vein of thinking as I read Ephesians 3 during my lunch break yesterday. Before arriving at the awesome of verse 20, (Now, unto Him that is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think, according to the power that works in us...) we read Paul perspective on his purpose of ministry

Considering himself "less than the least of the saints", he offers some incredible encouragement in the verse that precede verse 20.

He prays for the church at Ephesus, that God "would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might by His Spirit in the inner man; that Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that you, being rooted and ground in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; and to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge, that you might be filled with all the fullness of God."

They were in need!

Strengthened by His spirit. A fresh indwelling of Christ. A greater comprehension of the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge. All to overflowing with the fullness of God.

What a great word... to be capped off with all glory to God, who is able to do exceeding abundantly above our questions and thoughts.

On this #deaconThursday, would you join me in prayer for an event for pastors with the purpose to strengthen, encourage, equip and build up their inner man. Pray for these 600+ attendees, in like manner that Paul offered. May they be strengthened by God's Spirit. Pray a fresh indwelling and outpouring of Christ in their lives. May a great comprehension of the love of God through Christ resonate in their hearts and minds. For the struggles, frustrations, challenges and difficulties that are represented... may the grace and kindness of the body of Christ supersede whatever looms over their hearts and minds. May insight, revelation and perspective bring a sense of clarity and comfort. May the only sense of overwhelming that exists by days' end, be that of the love and knowledge of Christ and the fellowship of like-minded ministers of the Gospel.
May ministries be propelled to the next level, as a result of what church leadership and staff receive today.

Now, unto Him that is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think,
according to the power that works in us.
Unto Him be glory in the church by Jesus Christ throughout all ages, world without end. 

Amen.

- PNC

First of all...

A huge thank you to those joining me in prayer, daily, as we pray for pastors, church leaders, missionaries; not to mention the impact the church is called to make upon their community as we work to share the gospel of Christ and grow in the grace and knowledge of God.

I hope and pray that these posts are providing insight and more importantly, prompting you to pray for and encourage your pastors and leaders daily. It has been my desire, as I've stated on a number of occasions, that I don't want these posts to be repetitive... at least not on a daily or weekly frequency.

That said, I know the past few weeks and months, we've prayed a number of times for deacons and advisors and their ability to speak wisdom as they inform, debate and offer perspective to their respective decision makers.

These past couple of days have been pretty incredible, politically speaking and I trust you haven't been thrown by my mixing politics and prayer this week... I've simply been trying to follow what I felt the Holy Spirit was prompting me to share. Thus, certainly the concern for deacons and admins to advise well arose again as I reflected on the new President-Elect (regardless of who it would have been), but the twist came, not in the advice, but in the stability of their lives.

There's a scene from my favorite television show, where a reporter is giving some "sage dating advice" to the President's personal aide, a young man in his 20's who is dating the President's youngest daughter. The two had had a fight and the reporter, in making his point offers this closing remark... "if it were me, just for now, I'd make sure I was the one guy who was hassle-free."

Leaders, whether in politics or the pulpit, have enough on their plate when it comes to responsibilities, focus, direction and whatever decisions cross their desk, necessary to keep church, country or organization moving forward. And we all have lives in which we are dealing with "stuff". But when our stuff begins to take the place of such dominance that it interferes with our work, the efforts of the organization or the ministries of the church, then we have become a hassle, rather than offered ourselves to service, hassle-free. Such trouble, however long it lasts, usually ends with negative-impact results.

So, pray with me this #deaconThursday, that not only advisors advise well, but that they would render their lives and their service "hassle-free." May God strengthen and cover in grace those in church operations, that whatever they encounter outside the four walls, they would not be detoured or distracted as they continue to their service to the church (or the country, for that matter). Pray a level of stability about their lives, their homes, their finances, their emotions and their mind; may God guard their heart and spirit... not distraught or afraid; but confident. May the boldly proceed in the calling and purpose God has established them in and laid before them to walk through this life.

Hassle-free,
In service to God & Country.
For the glory of God
And the cause of Jesus Christ.

- PNC

With the importance of the Word of God in our lives still fresh on my mind, yesterday, I was reminded of the words of Timothy, in his second later. In the 16th verse of the 3rd chapter, he offers this truth.

"All Scripture is God-breathed (or is given by inspiration of God) and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: that the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works."

How awesome is this?

Profitable for doctrine. Or teaching, as some translations state. Whatever is preached out Sunday and guides church leadership Monday-Saturday should align with the word of God.

For reproof... our criticism and rebuke; likewise, aligned with Scripture.
For correction... the difference between what is right and what is wrong and what should transpire to bring us out of one and into the other.
Instruction in righteousness... how we should live in accordance with what God has laid out. It's not out of ego, but a result of His character. Every relationship in the existence has laid a ground-work of expectations for the people that come together in that relationship; personal, business, friend, marriage, and the like. How dare we convince ourselves, that God would have expectations after having come into right relationship with Him through salvation in Jesus Christ?

We will never be perfect, thanks to the constant battle between right and wrong now within us, thanks to our having partaken of that which God instructed us not too...

... that said, the result of the impact of the word of God is that we be thoroughly furnished unto all good works.

Every decision, every challenge, every opportunity, every encounter... through the truth and revelation of God's Word made available to us through our study and application; we have all that we need to full the plans and the purposes He has prepared in advance for us to accomplish!  Our supply room is not stocked, nor the house furnished; but THOROUGHLY furnished! We are not running out anytime soon.

Not to mention the fact; God is able to supply all that we have need, before we even ask; and to ends greater than we can ask or imagine.

Thus, there is no shortage of help from God; for church leaders and decisions makers, deacons, staff and those belonging to the body of Christ... that He is not ready, willing and able to come quickly to the aid of those who seek Him... for He rewards those who diligently do so.

Pray, this #deaconThursday... that indeed, even church leadership would receive fresh insight and revelation from God and His Word regarding the decisions they face and the direction they must choose. Whether on doctrinal issues, for reproof or correction or instruction in righteousness; may we discern rightly, what the Spirit is speaking to the church; through the Word of the Lord and those who lead us. Pray leadership would never arrival at the place where they think they know everything or have witnessed it all; for Scripture is a never-ending supply of truth and application.

For what parent leaves their child to their own devices...
So too does God extend His love to us
Through His Holy Word.
That we might have the mind of Christ
As we live in a manner that brings glory to God.

- PNC

Yesterday afternoon, through to early this morning, I had a few different ideas for today's post. Oddly enough, nothing settled in my spirit, until I logged in and got ready to type... as if being prepared to start typing was the first step in actually doing so.

Here's your Thursday green stamp bonus:​

You can't start moving forward until you first arrive at the starting point.

Looking at my a blank canvas, my mind recalled one of the scenes from my favorite political drama. The set-up to this conversation is awesome, but we come to the point where the chief of staff is attempting to hire a lawyer for the counsel's offce, who is a member of the political party opposite of the administration. In the final attempts to convince the lawyer, the chief of staff final says, "the President likes smart people who disagree with him."

The next episode, that same lawyer is asked by her boss, the head counsel, why she is there. In response, she's asks if it is so difficult to believe that someone would set aside their political blinders and say "what can I do?" Comically, the head counsel says in a drawn-out, dramatic fashion, "Yessss".

I laughing just playing that scene in my head.

I know... you've got other things to do and other blogs to read. You have to go work soon... and so do I for that matter; so what's the point.

It's easy to surround yourself with like-minded people. Close friends, advisors, counselors... people who will have your backs (a line the head counsel uses on the new lawyer, by the way, in his attempts to understand why she would join the team). The challenge comes in bringing on board, the critics; those with a different perspective, experience and outlook.. people whose first reaction and first response will be different on many levels and for many reasons. But good comes from such conversations.

I'm drawing a blank on the administration or the general who drew up plans and strategies to win the war; yet his first "hey, what do you think about this" was to his critics; those who sharply disagreed with him on nearly everything. They would point out weaknesses, causing a "back to the drawing board" moment. Such conversations led to better strategies and winning battle plans.

It's great to have advisors who are on board; who catch and support the vision cast by pastors, for ministry and opportunities, both inside the church and outside the four walls of the church. Equally necessary, I submit, are having people around you who can be useful to point out weaknesses and areas of concern that need reevaluation and reconsideration, in order that improvements and advancements can be made. It's a difficult balance, granted; but perhaps more needed than we care to admit.

So, pray with me, this #deaconThursday, that church leadership would be a great conversation. Pray for grand vision and casting, for goals and dreams for ministry that would achieve incredible results for the kingdom of God. Pray God grant wisdom and discern; that pastors and advisors would move forward with unity and singularity of purpose. May their be a level of grace and understanding as they walk through disagreements and work through differences; that while everything may not be resolved to everyone's desired outcomes or liking's, ministry efforts would not be hindered or halted. Pray for a covering of clarity over these boards and administrations; that confusion would not run wild; that personal agendas would not stand in the way; nor personalities dominate the conversation. In all matters, may their be an understanding of service and submission and to respond appropriately as the ministry advances.

May God be glorified
As we acknowledge Him in all our ways
Commit all our plans unto Him
Trusting that He will continue to lead and guide us in all Truth.
For the cause of Jesus Christ.

- PNC

An interesting occurrence yesterday morning, resulted in my spending a great deal of the afternoon thinking about pace-setting. When you consider the concept for a moment, there are really only three options in the matter.

You are setting the pace.
You are keeping the pace.
You are lagging the pace.

It is fairly obvious and usually, fairly easy to measure, who is keeping the pace, which more often than not, makes it even more obvious to notice who is lagging behind by comparison.

I'm all for goals and drive, ambition and hustle. A "can-do anything" attitude is a relatively healthy thing, most of the time. Where it becomes difficult, is when it moves into our approach, because it starts open doors to take risks and chances that may not be in one's best interest, whether it only be once or repeatedly, for the long-term.

Pace-setting becomes difficult, because if you are doing the wrong thing to achieve or accomplish that pace, then the only way people will be expected to keep up with it, is to do the same wrong things.

But now, an expectation has been set. There's a precedent. And it's unhealthy. The bar has been set that can't be reached unless, whoever follows, carries out the same actions as the pace-setter. Doing it the right way won't be good enough, because you won't be keeping pace so much as, you'll appear to be lagging.

Intentionally or not, a place of difficulty has been created and eventually, a decision will need to be made or a realization will need to be understood that will result in either the pace or the expectation of the pace will need to be adjusted.

Such as it is for organizations, of any kind and churches are exempt. Going about processes, plans and activities the wrong way continually set patterns that will be difficult to break and overcome long-term. Thus, it's imperative to work to do things the right way, consistently, from the onset to be effective in whatever it is an organization is looking to achieve.

So, join me this #deaconThursday, as we lift up deacons, advisors, and church administrators; that they will be careful to utilize the right tools and processes, systems and resources as they set out in their ministry endeavors. Pray for wisdom and insight to be faithful to the calling God has placed upon them, and anointed them to fulfill in the communities they serve. May they be unified and diligent; working in ways that are effective and efficient; setting and achieving goals and dreams... casting vision and working towards that end. Pray God would illuminate their paths and make their way straight as they commit their work unto the Lord; that they would accomplish the incredible, not from having cut corners, but by having been empowered by the work of the Holy Spirit.

Setting the pace
For the work of the kingdom of God
In ways and means that bring glory and honor to Him
For the advancement of the cause of Christ.

- PNC

I've had some interesting conversations the past few days, regarding well... life, frankly. It truly is amazing, how God works events and reveals who we are in light of who He is, and how He desires for us to live a life that honors in Him, in all that we say and do.

As comedian, Brad Stine says, "the truth always offends; that's it's job."

That said, I had an epiphany yesterday. No matter what the circumstances are and the actions of others as they respond to ours; the attitudes and responses that continue as the conversation unfolds and the justifications that follow... it's easy to split hairs to explain the differences and discern (or attempt to discern) our understanding of situations. And the epiphany was this...

"It's entirely possible to be wrong in your right-ness and right, in your wrong-ness"

Which immediately reminded my of one of the epic quotes from my favorite political drama on television...

"Just be wrong. Just stand there in your wrongness and be wrong and get used to it."

Of course, this line is delivered in response, to someone else trying to continue their point by saying "However..." It's quickly met, with "No. No however...just be wrong..."

Why all this? Because life is hard. To understand. To figure out. To make sense of things. Parts of it are easy. Other parts should be easier. Often it is and we simply drop the ball. Or perhaps it's just me.

But in the end, we are not perfect. We fail. Consistently. On an epic scale. Of massive proportions. On both human and intellectual levels. And since we are all human and we all are capable of miserably missing the mark (and often do) my heart goes out to church leaders as they endeavor to accomplish the purpose and calling God has placed on them to live and impact their community for Christ. 

It's hard to understand how God uses it all, but He does. And we are all better of as result. As Brad Stine says, "I don't want a God I can understand." For in essence, if God can only do what is within our level of understanding, then we are all in for a world of hurt. So, it is just as well, that God is God and we are not. All the more reason to call on Him and seek His face.

Pray, this #deaconThursday, that such desire would be the focus of church leaders, deacons, administrators and staff. For the decisions they face today and the circumstances they find themselves in... whatever it likes like, right or wrong, as they sort out and navigate their way through situations; pray God's guidance and direction in the hearts and minds. May their conversations be filled with the truth, even when it offends and places us in uncomfortable positions. Pray for a strength and a help from on high, to respond appropriately to correction and heed advice when given to us. May it be weighed with the truth and revelation of God's Word, in that it would draw us closer to Him; to be made more like the reflection of Christ.

Grace in failure.
Strength in the lesson.
Success in the process.
For the glory of God
For the fulfillment of His calling.

- PNC

It continues to amaze me at time, just how much some people are actually able to cram in to a single day in terms of activity and productivity, leading to completed to-do lists and putting serious dents in the tracking of completed goals.

I read an online blog post the other day on an effective method to practice to help break the cycle of procrastination and upon completing it, thought to myself, I need to find the time to do that, so that I can get more done in my day!

There is a great struggle in each one of us, between the dream-able, the do-able and reality. Yet, it's a necessary process to experience, for anyone looking to build and expand their life and what has been completed and accomplished to-date. It's a dynamic process as an individual or family; it's a frequent process in the corporate environment and a difficult process when it comes to ministry.

Often hindered by finances, resources and people, the process of figuring out what would be great to accomplish versus what can be reasonably accomplished is daunting and often very different. In addition, both need to be considered in light of one's current reality It's not that dreams are bad or impossible or should be dismissed entirely, but there is a balance and an understanding to be required as we face reality while striving for greatness. Now, more than ever, church leadership must seek the face of God during this process and His plans and will and trust that He will provide to bring about the impossible and perform the miraculous.

Pray, this #deaconThursday, as leadership and church operations cast vision and dream great dreams. May they know and understand the calling and purpose God has for them and the best way to pursue and implement plans moving forward. Pray the miraculous provision of resources and abilities, as people come together to fulfill and complete what is necessary to make dreams their new reality. Pray for grace during these times of change; that their would be a balance in the process and a continual seeking of God for His direction and sovereignty as plans unfold.

Accomplishing great exploits
For the cause of Jesus Christ.
To God be the glory.

- PNC

What I'm about to share, I only relate for the purpose of highlighting an observation for the purpose of prayer. It is, by no means, a political endorsement, favoritism or any such... I'm not sure what one would call it.

However, there are pictures floating on social media, that one of our presidential candidates was wired during the debate. Yes... wired. Wearing an earpiece and what would appear to be the transmitter clipped in back, under their jacket.

We've prayed in the past regarding church leadership and advisors, so forgive the slight repetition that may exist, but in light of recent pastoral burnouts making headlines, it's good to revisit the thought...

Who has our ear?

Likewise, whose ear do we have?

Who is that our church leaders are listening to and hearing from, as they lead churches and congregations, make decisions and influence lives? Just as important, who and what are pastors and leaders influencing, as they engage community; as they preach and teach; as they advise and counsel parishioners.

Lives hang in the balance. People who are in difficult and challenging situations. People just trying to get through life. People seated in places of power and influence, whether they be political in nature or otherwise. t is so easy to caught get up living on an agenda and believing in it so much, that we use our influence to push it on others. This can be very dangerous ground, for any number of reasons... perhaps too many to discuss here.

Suffice to say, leaders need to be careful to ensure their are listening to wise counsel; Godly counsel... preferably for all leaders, but especially those in the church. Likewise, this is a time for leaders to be giving wise counsel... preferably Godly counsel, especially from those in the church.

Pray, this #deaconThursday, deacons and church leaders. In times, when the truth is becoming more difficult to distinguish and even more difficult to share at the most crucial of times and circumstances, pray for a boldness to speak the truth in love. Pray for a super-natural ability to receive the truth, as well. Pray for an undercurrent, of not just wise counsel, but Godly counsel to flow in and through all decisions and the conversations that precede them... whether it come from behind the pulpit of the pastor or the podium of the politician. Pray for a return and an increase in the desire and determination to seek the face of God. 

May God have our ear, first and foremost;
That we may be His voice.
For He speaks through His Word
And uses us to speak to others.

​- PNC

So, a small of handful of blog posts have come across my radar the past few days, continuing the discussion of pastors and ministry burnout, using, in particular, the resignations of prominent, mega-church in recent weeks. It's hard to fathom, on this side of the situation. It's hard to comprehend how people can work so close together in ministry and working a vision and executing a plan; fulfilling a calling... and suddenly just arrive at a place where a pastor can't continue or experiences a life event causing them to step down and away.

The commentaries on social media were diverse; many thoughts and prayers in-line with the purpose of Bring Me 70; others... lots of theories. Ego, celebrity-status, a focus on things other than the teaching of the Word, a lack of the moving and leading of the Holy Spirit in their ministries, the responsibilities that come with caring for a church rather than leading a church and the list could go on. Sadly, any number of those reasons could be valid and accurate and any combination could be served and offered as an explanation when the bottom falls out.

As I've said before, no church is perfect. However, as I considered the dynamics of church leadership, consider perhaps, this relationship between humility and transparency. Deacons and church admins are their to serve, so there should never be a "smelling of blood in the water" if you will, when we think there is a problem or something is amiss in the life of a pastor. The relationship should be one of trust and acknowledgement that if there is a problem, it can be dealt with and sorted out before one hits the exit door.

Having said that, for pastors, humilty and transparency is a direct, two-way street.

A humble pastor won't have a problem being transparent.
A transparent pastor won't have a problem remaining humble.

If one doesn't think there is a problem, then there won't be a discussion on potential problems.
If a pastor can't open up, to at least admitting there is a circumstance for which they need direction and prayer support, then everyone will assume all is well and they know where they are going and what they are doing.

I'm not saying pastors should be an open book; but on a Wednesday prayer service, when the offer is given that the congregation can come and agree in confidence with a couple of people who are available at the altar, to join in prayer regarding people may face; then a pastor avails himself to step up and take advantage of that same offer, it sends a message to the church... he or she is facing a difficult circumstance or decision just like I am. They know they need God's help, just like I do. They are asking for prayer, just like I would.

There's no expectation of perfection by the church; no projection of perfection by the pastor.

So, should the relationships be throughout the church, during the week. I don't mind a level of discernment depending on who the conversation is with, but pastors need people with whom they can have a heart-to-heart conversation about what's going on, just as much as the church does. We talk about iron, sharpening iron... who is sharpening pastors? Clearly, if they are suffering burnout, something is missing from the process.

Pray, this #deaconThursday, that God would do the miraculous in the relationships and inner-workings of church operations. For those circumstances where, perhaps, a level of transparency and humility are missing or in lack, pray that God would change hearts and minds, where perhaps there is more distrust than trust. Pray an honest conversation, for those environments that need to experience a change in this regard. Pray that pastors would feel a release; that avoiding problems is more of a failure than admitting one needs wisdom in navigating a problem. Pray for a strengthening in leadership, to rely upon God, to seek His face and to work together as a unit, as they embark to accomplish the work they have been called to fulfill.

A hedge of protection over leadership;
Not that they are immune;
Simply not left to themselves when trouble arises.
In His strength,
For His glory.

- PNC

Yes... I'm still thinking about this Senior Pastor and his announcement from Sunday morning. Really? Why... It was Sunday. We prayed over him on Monday. Today is Thursday. We hear news then move on? I'm sorry you are going through that... then it's back to what we have to take care, where we have to go, what's on the schedule, what's for dinner and who's coming to dinner?

I'm still somewhat in shock and awe, that nobody saw this coming. That nobody in the inner circle didn't suggest taking some personal time, taking a vacation or a sabbatical. Was there no close friend he could confide in, nobody on the deacon board who spoke up, sensing something was off? I don't know the answers to these questions, but when the preface to the confession of "not being okay" is that the church culture is such that it's okay to "not be okay", I'm at a loss as to how one arrives at jumping to the end and declaring 'game over', rather than a 'time out'.

That said... clearly he felt a clean break was necessary. Perhaps God will use this time to wipe the slate clean and start afresh in his ministry. Which isn't necessarily a bad deal. Often in Scripture, we see a clean break. A decisive walk-away moment. Whether it was the wisest decision to be made or a clear directive from God or Christ, Himself, there are times when the line is drawn and everything forward is new. Everything is different.

It's what Christ has done for each of us. Our lives, the moment we decide to follow Christ, the line is drawn. We are given a clean slate. It doesn't always feel that way as the spiritual battle continues between flesh and spirit, but it is truth. God makes all things new. We are made new creatures in Christ. Important or obscure, prominent or unknown, whatever our place in life was before; our identity is in Christ.

God lacks nothing. We are the ones who come up short. So whatever it is, that we have need off, God stores in abundance. There should be nothing in this life that we should look at and respond, God is unable to help.

It simply requires the acknowledgement of our need and that only He can resolve where we fall short. I'm believing God will accomplish the miraculous in this church and this circumstance, as well as the pastor and his family. That said, I can only imagine the difficulty that the leadership team, operations staff and remaining pastors are battling, as they not only sort through the "what's next" of the process, but also evaluate and reflect where things went wrong. Perhaps there's some things that need to be revamped, overhauled and even, start clean.

Pray, this #deaconThursday, for church administrators, decision-makers and advisors; that first and foremost they would seek the face of God for each and every decision and challenge they face. Pray for unity in their spirit, as to what they sense the direction God would have them choose. Pray for resolution to problems and conversations where conflict and tensions run high and hot. Even in the face of confusion with a seemingly lost sense of direction; may the Holy Spirit bring a peace and clarity to their hearts and their minds. May they receive from the Lord, that which they acknowledge they are in need off and may God hear their prayers and answer with abundance, for in Him are all things made new and we are made complete.

Clean before my Lord
With no trace of wrongs left to right.
For His glory and for His service.

- PNC

Every office is different. Different cultures, different dynamics... and it's obvious why. There's different people. For whatever reason, I contemplated yesterday, the difficulties of small churches offices and all they try to accomplish, sometime with only one or two people. Larger churches, of course, in greater numbers. Do they not experience conflict? Does one co-worker not get frustrated with another, as to how one goes about a particular task or project?

I always enjoy hearing about our church's staff meetings, particular when pastor shares a snippet of a conversation that was raised or a particular point of prayer that was emphasized. It's reassuring that to know that staff and operations are seeking the face of God corporately and working to get on the same page; operating in a spirit of unity. Surely, not everyone is saying "yes"

Then, of course, the music man in me had this great number from Petra, playing in my head for a good portion of the day. It seems all the more relevant, after reading last night of another pastor's reason for not always quoting or referencing Scripture in their sermons. If the Word of God isn't being preached, one must ask, what is?

All the more reason, we need to church leadership to hear, directly from the throne room of heaven. Would you join with me, in making this song our prayer?

May this #deaconThursday, be a day, to turn again, our eyes towards heaven. Pray for church leadership and operations needing direction. May they seek the face of God, even if and when it does take all night. Pray a willingness to stick it through difficult moments and challenging conversations. Pray for the Word of God to go forth, in power and purpose. Pray a return of the people of God, to be people of prayer... to find ourselves on our knees calling on God, in all circumstances, needing His wisdom, trusting in His plan and timing for our lives and that which He has called us to fulfill.

A desire to hear;
Directly from the Source.
For His purpose; For His Glory.

- PNC

My best friend and I, when we talk daily, usually end up talking about schedules. Like everyone else, there is always something going on, something to do, something that needs to be handled. Ministry and church operations are no different. Whether you plan your own day or it is planned out for you; or a combination of the two... where your day is subject to change when someone walks in and adds to your list; perhaps with the caveat of "this needs to be done by the end of the day" or "it was needed yesterday", schedules are often hijacked.

As I considered the schedules of church operations, it continues to amaze me, just how much goes on and gets accomplished. Just as quickly, things can change in just one phone call. Operations revolve around people, so for all that is going on, it doesn't take much of a circumstance to arise that result in serious fluctuations and changes to the game plan and timeline of ministry.

Here's the comforting part of it, however.

There is no task incomplete nor item overlooked nor deadline missed on the schedule that resides on the side table of God's throne.

No matter what our day(s) entail; no matter what circumstances arise and storms that loom, God is in control.

**I'm writing this, as the Allies are playing on Pandora... singing Don't You Worry.

"Tomorrow will take care of itself, I'm taking care of you.
You can depend on me for help. I've given my promise to you."

Be not overwhelmed. Commit your ways to the Lord and He will direct your path.

Thanks for joining me in prayer, this #deaconThursday, as we pray for those overwhelmed by schedules and calendars, trying to figure out the game plan of getting things done. Pray grace to handle their responsibilities. May they not be so consumed, that life gets in the way of their focus on God. Pray for wisdom, where changes are needed that will help navigate the day with greater effectiveness and efficiency. May their be a strengthening of teamwork, as people come together to accomplish the work of the Lord. May God accomplish the miraculous as ministry goes forth; that Pastors are able to focus on the Word and the preaching thereof.

Keeping the main thing, the Main thing.
For the glory of God
And the advancement of the Gospel.

- PNC

Yesterday, as I went about my day and pondered a decision and the surround circumstances, I though about the descriptors I used in that prayer, of steadfast and unwavering in relationship to God. A few days ago, I popped a different cassette into my car stereo and it turns out this mix tape has the Trimmed & Burnin' album, from Glenn Kaiser and Darrell Mansfield.

So, naturally, I had this song playing in my head.

He's God, God don't never change Oh, always will be God
God in the middle of the ocean // God in the middle of the sea
By the help of the great creator // He's truly been a God to me He's God,
God don't never change Oh, always will be God

God in creation // God when Adam fell
God way up in heaven // God way down in hell

He's God, God don't never change // Oh, always will be God

Spoke on to the mountain // Said how great I am
Once you get up this mornin' // Skip around like a lamb

He's God, God don't never change // Oh, always will be God

God in the time of sickness // God in the doctor too
In the time of influenza // He's truly been a God to you
He's God, God don't never change // Oh, always will be God

God in the pulpit // God way down at the door
He's God in the amen corner // God's all over the floor
He's God, God don't never change // Oh, always will be God
He's God, God don't never change // Oh, always will be God

No matter what we face, no matter what we encounter; where we turn, what we decide... God doesn't change.

EVER.

Then I get to church last night... the closing song, of the praise and worship is Because of Who Are. He is worthy of our praise. Our provider. Our peace. God reigns in victory.

Just an incredibly powerful, incredibly comforting song. Both of them, as a matter of fact. Plans change, ideas come and go, our methods for getting things done and how we go about handling the affairs of this life... nothing remains as it is for eternity; except the character of God Almighty. He can be relied upon and trusted, no matter what we encounter. Triumph or tragedy. It's because of who He is, that we can set today I aside and trust and worship Him for what He has already accomplished.

Pray, this #deaconThursday, that church leadership would be reminded, as I was last night, that at times it's necessary to set requests aside and be grateful and thank God for what He has already accomplished in our lives. May we never take for granted, His protection and provision, His healing, guidance and peace that He has already brought to our lives, through the power of the Holy Spirit. Pray a fresh focus on the face of God, who inhabits the praises of His people.

May an attitude of gratitude
Precede our requests.
As we worship Him in spirit and truth.

- PNC

As I'm going about my day yesterday, in thought, prayer and reflection, I again come to the place, as I've often shared, of realizing nothing has come to the forefront for the next day's prayers topic.

With a smile, my spirit said... "You haven't inquired of the Lord."

What happened to those days? Throughout the Old Testament, men of great faith, whether they were in positions of leadership and prominence in their day or yet to become leaders, it was often stated of them, that they "inquired of the Lord."

I know people of faith, within the body of Christ as well as those in the pulpit, very much still inquire of the Lord when seeking direction and wisdom, but the phrase is not a descriptive that we hear often in public use when we talk of the decision-making process.

Inquiries have parameters. They require taking a serious look, at both the breadth and the depth of a situation, circumstance or problem. It requires looking at different angles and approaches. Inquiries are a process. Rarely are they as quick as a simple question and answer, though 2 days in a row this past week, I prayed for direction in two different circumstances and immediately after praying, "Lord if you would have this for us or not, make it clear" and a phone call regarding both situations rang, just seconds later. Two days in a row!

I don't think that it's because God likes me more or I'm better or any of that craziness. It's simply a place of understanding, that I'd rather be where God wants me and want was He has for me rather than try to do things my way or force my way to be what happens. That doesn't mean I still don't have my days where I'd rather have my way, but rather, knowing my ways often fall flat and short of what God would desire for me to do and to have, if only I would have inquired of Him and waited for Him to bring matters to a place of resolution and direction.

Sadly, we move more and more to do things our way... also, as stated frequently in the Old Testament; people did what was right in their own eyes, rather than eyes of God.

How we need to return to the posture of inquiring of the Lord, daily, in all matters and circumstances!

Pray, this #communitySaturday, that the church would be set-apart as we walk through life; that we would be known as people of faith who seek the face of God. Pray that their would be a recognition of humility, as we understand and witness that God's ways are higher, greater and better than our thoughts and ideals. While the situations and circumstances may not unfold exactly who we think, prefer or would like see in our lives, may their be an unwavering commitment to seek the face of God and trust Him to reveal Himself and His plan for our lives as walk through life on a journey of faith.

Inquire of the Lord.
For He knows the plans He has for you...
For a hope and a future.
For the glory of God.

- PNC

Yesterday morning, I couldn't believe what I was reading. We've all said cryptic things before; statements that drop hints that something is amiss and you may or may not get the picture of what's going on. Once revealed, you realize just how incredible the result appears.

It's usually not an amazing or impressive "incredible" either, but a disbelief of incredible. A nearly rendering speechless, incredible. Come to think of it, there was another situation a few days ago, the end result of which left me in the same state of perspective.

So I had time to consider and process some thoughts about what this, before I had chance to discuss the matter with my best friend. A couple of questions, to make sure my understanding and logic were sound and sure enough, the conclusion that the end result was unbelievable was confirmed.

As I pondered the "what-if" of the details of this matter, I couldn't help but think; "if this was really the case; if there was any evidence of this more than what's on the appearance, wouldn't it be made known earlier? Wouldn't there have been concerns and questions brought up and ask long before? Red flags should be rising up across the landscape! Yet, they weren't.

Not everyone will always be "in the know" in the understanding and thought processes that go into decisions, actions and statements of a situation and that's fine. It's normal. It's healthy. There is a safety and security element, that gives protection to a community that information isn't wide-open and left exposed for misinterpretation.

As my dad stated the other day, people get the final 30 seconds or 2 minutes of a video or a conversation, totally missing the 5-10 minutes leading up to it; have no context for the matter, or fail to get the context, yet make assumptions and decisions on that result. It's a dangerous, unhealthy way to live, quite frankly.

It's even more unhealthy, in the church and it's leadership. This is why it's important to have strong, faithful, upright and Godly deacons and advisory boards. They are not to be "yes" people; however, they are "in the room" regarding circumstances and situations, conversations and the resulting decisions. They help bring and explain context when it remains elusive to the community-at-large. These are the ones, watching the horizon. These are the watchtower, of church leadership. When healthy, they protect the church community and bring a level of accountability to pastors; working to create a cohesive environment, where problems can be spotted and addressed appropriately.  Nobody likes it when life is amiss and we all have a sense when it is. Thus, it's important to have people that have the ability to discern such moments and help bring about change and correction when there is a legitimate need to move in that direction.

Pray this #deaconThursday, for the health of deacon and advisory boards with in the church. Pray God would give them increased understanding and discernment for the pastors and church communities they serve. As they stand along the church watchtowers, may the have the foresight to see problems and potential weaknesses. Whether they be approaching from outside the church or within, may the have the strength and ability address problems appropriately, respond accordingly and navigate situations and circumstances that honor God. May they have attitudes of grace and compassion, while holding fast to courage and conviction. Pray God would guard their hearts and minds; that their lives would not be amiss; thereby rendering them unable to recognize and protect when church life goes amiss and starts getting of course.

Watching the horizon
From the watchtower.
God help them serve well.

- PNC