A Humble Place

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Well, I think this might be a little bit of an unplanned follow-up to yesterday's post... for after I finished writing it, I recalled the story that Pastor shared yesterday during service. He and his wife are coming up on 25 years of tenure next month. He shared a brief story of a Friday evening when they were cleaning a building they shared with a small, Christian high school. They put a lot of time and effort into prepping the building for church on the weekends.

On one particular Friday, he got a call from a prospective church, of about 2000, wanting him to come see about joining them on staff. They were a year into what is now their 25th year. Of course, they didn't know it at the time. When pastor shared the call with his wife that night, she said we can't leave now... but maybe within 5 years.

He closed the story with "good job, honey. You were only off by 20 years!"

Meanwhile, as I got ready to type this post after getting the previous days updated, the 80's music channel is playing. And Journey starts jamming out, "Don't Stop Believing" and I had to laugh.

Yesterday we talked about a humble perspective, that the effectiveness of the church may be hindered because we might not be where we are supposed to be regarding the will of God. But as pastor shared this moment, especially very early on in their ministry as senior pastors, I couldn't help but consider what they obviously asked that Friday night and probably many more during the early years...

"What in the world are we doing here?"

This isn't a recognition of being in the wrong place. It's the starting point of figuring out if it's possible that one is in the wrong place. It's where the question begins and the door to doubt is cracked open; or at least viewed through the small lens  as we stand inside looking out. It's the origin where anxiety begins to roam looking for a place to land. It's the place where the calculator is found and measurements start to determine the monumental dimensions of our potential mistake.

Every pastor goes through such a moment. And what should come of the one who hears the reply, "yeah, you missed the ramp you were supposed to take." Whether an exit or an entrance, the answer is unsettling and disruptive to say the least. Fortunately, the proper response can correct the matter... or at least begin the process of correction.

So, on this #seniorPastorMonday, perhaps you know of a pastor going through this conversation. Perhaps you are the pastor going through this process. Pray, that God will grant wisdom. Pray for reassurance, where the fears and anxiety are unfounded and this is just a spiritual attack of discouragement. Pray for God to move if corrective action actually needs to be taken, should God confirm that a pastor is not where God intended them to be or to go. Pray for a peace about this process, whatever it looks like. May discouragement, doubt and defeat not overtake, overwhelm or consume their hearts and minds. Pray God would give them a clarity unlike any other time; that they would know what He would have them to do, where, when and how. May mistakes, no matter how recent, not prevent them from continuing to take steps of faith as they trust God to move on their behalf, to lead and guide them in the plans and purposes that He has ordained in advance.

In the right place,
By the sovereign Hand of God
Even when the first steps are wrong.
For God uses all things for His good
For those who are called according to His purposes.
For the advancement of the building of His kingdom.

- PNC